MOSTLY/SOMEWHAT Forty and Fabulous
Today is my 40th birthday. I am weird and I have been looking forward to this day for quite a while. I like decade birthdays. They are a good time to reflect on what has happened in the last 10 years and decide what you want to come next. The pandemic ruined my party plans, and the snow my smaller celebratiom plans. But it is all OKAY. My 39th year threw me a curve ball that shook me to my very core and threatened everything I know about how to live life. I am having to do a complete 180. Learn how to use my body correctly in order to be functional. Yall, this has been HARD. I know migraines- you power through. You will feel How you feel no matter what you do. MS says “try to power through, I dare you.” I am doing good though. My stamina is improving. I can make it longer and do more than I could 3 months ago. Doing dishes is still one of the most painful tasks I have. Dishes. Something I have to do every single day. So strange. The stress and decreased activity has le...