My Story : what is fine?
So we are approaching the 2 year mark. I scan next week. I expect changes, but hope every malfunction of my body is stress related. It has been a hard year. It has also been good. I am so grateful for so many things, but it has been so heavy. There has been so much good. So many things to be thankful for. I could have lost my mom. That is a thought I still struggle with. While I watch her learn to navigate her new normal, I am so thankful that she is no quitter. That she admits what is so very hard, while also thinking about what is such a huge blessing. I find myself reminding her that is is ok to not be ok. It is not supposed to be embarrassing to admit when you cannot keep up. But it is. And I get it. Mom has a week of work left. And we have so much riding on faith. Everything will be ok- but ok is relative and no one knows what OK looks like. At the end of the day, I still have my amazing mom. I get to have more time with her now. I am so happy about that. I am also so damn sa...